letters_to_crish

Sometimes I’m a selfish fake
You’re always a true friend
I don’t deserve you cause I’m not there for you
Please forgive me again
Swirling shades of blue
slow dancing in your sky
The sun kisses the earth
and I hush my urge to cry
Cause I hear the whispered words
in your masterpiece, beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too
I want to be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
And I want to be there for you

All your twisted thoughts free flow

To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can’t be true ’cause we’re too young
I know that’s true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can’t talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I’m not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by And I can’t talk about it
The times weren’t right
And I couldn’t talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I’ll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
And I’m praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

‘OO’ by Up darma down..( damn..love the lyrics..so straight forward and sensitive)

Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
‘Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam

Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
‘Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘Di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam

Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
‘Di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oo

Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan

damn..=)

You’re not sure that you love me
But you’re not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain’t fair!
You know you just keep me hanging ’round
You say you don’t wanna hurt me
Don’t wanna see my tears
So why are you still standing here?
Just watching me drown!
And it’s alright, I’ll be fine
Don’t worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
There’s nothing you can do or say
You’re gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go…
Now you can drag out the heartache
you can make it quick
Really get it over with and just let me move on
Don’t concern yourself with this mess you left for me!
I can clean it up you see!
Just as long as you’re gone

" There is no way out… This is eternal pain…"

darn…. stupid are the ones who pretend to be sensitive.. are you good enuf? to hell with your lies…(sigh) so i thought…

its just another day

the shame is gone

its hard to believe

that I’ve let it go

its just a melody

it bleeds in me

its hard to believe

that i’ve let it go..

"It’s hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life…
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right And after all the obstacles
It’s good to see you now with someone else
And it’s such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
We used to think it was impossible
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
And I’ll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we’re hangin’ out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we’ve been
I know we’re cool"

never even expecting..
you came….

shocked and lacked of words to say
i’ve got what i’ve been waitin for!
and then you uttered your words …
you made me numb..
But I don’t want to believe in you..
i just want to cry but  i’m tired of it..
things really have changed..
and now I would say..
that i don’t want you anymore..

You’re loved but you didn’t see..
I was a fool for you
but not today…

it’s enough..

I’ll never forget that..
18th of July…
the end of the story..

This is our happy ending..

Make room for the prey
‘Cause I’m coming in
With what I wanna say but
It’s gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but…
I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

I didn’t hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don’t want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I’ll do what I want
But I can’t hide
I won’t go
I won’t sleep
I can’t breathe
Until you’re resting here with me
I won’t leave
I can’t hide
I cannot be
Until you’re resting here with me
I don’t want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can’t leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that’s been

I’m livin’ in lies ,

the truth is killin me twice

no one knows the whole story

just the one above and only me

My skies are breaking through

can’t find myself a piece of truth

this pain won’t go away

there’s nothin new I see

it’s all the same…

I could drive a thousand miles…

can’t you see it in these innocent eyes?

I could wait a million years….

and hide the thruth that deep inside I bleed..

Traffic lights shining in my eyes
Through the pouring rain
We had a terrible fight tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
I’ve been searching for hours and hours
up and down these lonely streets
I feel scared and alone and so incomplete
I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t love you
I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t care
I wouldn’t waste your time or my time in a love that’s going nowhere

It’s been building up for quite sometime
Something had to break
But to just end it all like this
Would be the worst mistake
I know I don’t wanna live without you
I know exactly what you mean to me
And I believe that inside, we still hold the key

I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t love you
I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t care
I wouldn’t waste your time or my time in a love that’s going nowhere

I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t love you
Freezing cold in the pouring rain
All I wanna do is find you
Let me set you home again

Someday we gonna look back on this
Throw away the cross we had to bear
We’ll have a laugh and we’ll have a kiss
We’ll say all is fair

I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t love you
I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t care
I wouldn’t waste your life or my life in a love that’s going nowhere

I wouldn’t be here baby
(I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t love you)
I wouldn’t be here baby
(I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t love you)