letters_to_crish

Everything has changed. I was changed. I miss the old me.

I’d never imagined that I would love a person this much who had made my life once so wonderful yet so confusing and later so complicated and miserable. I told myself i dont want to live in pain but my stubborn will kept its hope behind the lie that all it wants to do is forget and move on.

its never easy. you’ve  loved someone despite his imperfections though you know its no longer worth it. but a part of you is trying to convince you that maybe you’re wrong.you loved in silence and it sucks. lived pretending that everything’s ok. You dont want to let go but you can’t find the right words to say.until the time finally came and you said it.

But it didn’t make any sense. You don’t know the person anymore. now I will let go. (sigh).. its no happy ending.. but life’s like this.